I can tell that I'm in a period of transition. My thoughts are everywhere and no where. I have so much to say and when I sit down to say it, I find that I am at a loss. I can't wait for VerbTribe to start, but at the same time, what if I don't complete them? I feel so inspired by all the things I'm doing this year, but I feel a little like a failure because I haven't been able to keep up with it all. Luckily, some of the events/activities go on for a while or provide a PDF or the class is available for a long time, the book group meets for the whole year.
I have been searching for new input and then I find myself in a maze, trying to find my way to the new stuff through the old stuff. I think this is a good place to be, but it leaves me at a loss when I try to write. I know this is temporary, so I'm not really stressed about it - just thinking that it is interesting to notice myself reacting differently than I usually do. That's growth.
Here's to working through the process. Growth is good. It is slower than I want it to be, but it is happening.