"The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled. For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers.~M. Scott Peck
Well, if deeply uncomfortable is a prerequisite for a fine moment, I am on my way to some kind of miracle. I can't really go into details...
I will, however, say that I am sick and that makes everything so much worse. I am feeling overwhelmed and overstimulated and out of ideas about how to stave it off. I know that all the things I am doing to maintain my personal joys are helping - reading, this blog, personal connections, exploring how I can change my expectations and my perspective, however, I am out of energy and out of stiff-upper-lippy-ness.
I will return when I am feeling better.