I'm struggling with some of the exercises in both the ecourses I am taking: How To Build a Blog You Truly Love and A Year With Myself. I know why I'm struggling - it is delving into the depths of who we are and what we want and where we go from here. There is a part of me that is seeking this process, these kinds of exercises and the truths of my life and at the same time, I have a fear of it.
It is probably natural to avoid holding a mirror up to oneself or shining a light on some of the things that make us who we are but may not make us feel proud or strong. I'm hoping that with these practices, it will become easier. I felt like I had to acknowledge my resistance so that maybe I could get through it.
I have been visiting some of the other blogs in the courses and they have so much to share. I hope that I will be able to reach those levels of sharing and authenticity. I'm reaching but I don't always make it.