Struggling with Self

I'm going through one of those weird phases where I wonder what I'm supposed to be doing and why I'm not doing it. There isn't much to really say except that in some ways, I feel like parts of me are disappearing or folding up into themselves and I'm not sure how to change that.  I have some ideas, but I'm not there yet.

Just a lot of deep thinking to do.  And I need to put it off...after the show. After the show.  (How many times have I said THAT over the last 20 years...?)