I decided that February 1 was the real beginning of 2012 and did a RESET day at work. I have gotten some good feedback from folks - some seem to be liking it. Just giving us all a clean slate and an opportunity to work together to create something new and better (not that there was anything wrong - just an opportunity for choosing again).
Now I just have to live up to my end of the bargain. I'm starting out pretty strong, so that's good. 2012 is a good year. I can just feel it in my bones. Even if some hard things happen, it will be a year full of goodness and learning and growth. I love that.
Still behind on everything, but that's okay. I will get there.